To the kids who look up tutorials on the shit I’ve learned over the years.
I’m losing my edge.
But I was there. I don’t exactly know what I was there for though.
I was there when the internet was born, not the dial up weird wide web that my parents knew. The communities, the blogsphere, the japanese suicide forums.
I was there when comics books where lame, getting beat up and bullied for watching the cartoons that are now cult classics.
I was there when only a few kids had ADD. I hear my nephew has that now.
I was there sitting with some friends watching the very first Mike Mills picture on my birthday.
But I’m losing my edge.
I’ve been wrong. I used to work my dreamjob and then I blew it. I’m working on stuff now.
I stopped listening to new music for one year, I’m struggling to get to the front of the line now.
I was there and now I’m losing my edge.
To better looking people, younger, smarter who aren’t really very nice.
I don’t know what I really want.